I found a pattern for Blame and Fault today. It looks sort of like this (In linear form):
@----->@------> @------> @------------------------------>
Each person blames another for strife, and we get a sort of telescoping structure of fault. The structure is different for certain situations, and if you were to put it all together, you would get a large branching lightning bolt, with some branches shorter than others. You see, some people let the blame rest on themselves, and thus the branch stops. But even more people blame another person or structure. And this is what keeps the link moving. That last longer arrow represents the mathematical ray. It couldn't really be a line, because the line of blame is not infinite. Usually if it goes past all possible human beings on the planet it stops at God or Nature or some other abstract point. Maybe there are circles of blame, which curve back to the original sender, but I have not yet figured that out. We also have individuals that blame each other, and maybe then we get a parabola or circle. Or some other structure. Oh I don't know. Maybe now it's not much of a lightning bolt.
These patterns will not leave my head. I am ok with that. Math runs things.
I don't care for Math, but I do understand its incredible power. And Math itself is not some entity to which we pay tribute. Math is our understanding of an incredible structure beneath the surface of it all that we have yet to discover.
Mark my words.
It leads me to admit that I probably do believe in a god. Just not theirs. I find it impossible that the intricacies of this world were created by chaos and accident. Accidents create twisted metal, disarray, and shapeless puddles...not perfectly symmetrical snowflakes and fur patterns. Or do the shapeless actually have shapes that we haven't figured out yet? Then again, the answer may be above my level of comprehension.
Whoever reads this blog and whoever actually gets through this post: I love you.
