I wrote a post, and then changed my mind, and then cut it, and pasted it into a word document, where it will sit on my hard drive for some time, before being rediscovered again, and reappraised.
But it wasn't a good post anyway.
Not that this one is any better, if not worse.
Why am I still writing? Why do I not backspace right now? Only a few buttons away.
Why can't I stop staring at nothing? Thinking of things that will never help? Shouldn't I finish this assignment and get to sleep?
What is going on in there? And I thought I knew.
How long?
What does it take for a cave-in, a full collapse?