Sometimes I feel as if I am being controlled by some other creature whose nature I don't quite understand. A creature whose thoughts, or motives, or drives are separated from mine.
I come to with a start, and think, hoh who's gotten a hold of the reigns? I am certainly not doing these things. My thoughts are simply not connected to them. I can't have anything to do with this. Who is this?
At least its a good driver. Or I'd be dead by now.
