I'm not good at this people thing. The social thing.
Whereas the social animal breathes on its own by automation, I have to think about the breathing itself, and the expenditure of energy doubles, and it becomes a tiring game...a tiring game with great rewards yes, but tiring nevertheless.
The most I can hope for is keeping the fatigue internal, and concealing the difficulties so that there is as little collateral damage as possible.
You see, even the language I am using to explain this is completely unnecessary and over-calculated.
