Indeed!
This is what it is to be a writer, or really anyone creative. To see things in a novel or playful way is oftentimes the result of being left outside of the social circuit, which comes with pain and resent, which necessarily makes up part of the direction of one's work.
And at the same time, one is also producing in accordance with what one is, and what one is necessarily follows from the nature of the society one grew in, for better or worse, and this fact is inescapable.
It is this tension itself, and the resolution of such, that contributes to making a work revolutionary or transformative.
