Sunday, October 15, 2017

Contribution



The dramatic effects of an imperfect harvest can be quite remarkable. Take 5 people sorting and washing potatoes. Working on an old potato washer, it was necessary to sort various types of potatoes off of a conveyor belt as they passed by. Sell-able potatoes, small potatoes, discount potatoes, and bad potatoes are some of the categories for the sort.

The potatoes pass out of the washer and onto the conveyor belt, and are moving pretty quickly. 3 of the people in the process are tied up plucking various types of potato from the conveyor belt, before they reach the very end where they drop off into fresh bags for storage and eventual sale.

The particular variety of potato we were sorting was in bad shape: it had various scales on the skins that gave them a brown hue, which was perfectly safe to eat, but unsightly, and so the sorting process was not mentally rewarding. One was choosing the least worst-looking potatoes to sell, as an extension of one's contribution to society, or one's personal and social efficacy. Further, the brownish tint made detecting signs of rot – which were also brown – even more difficult to detect, putting a strain on the sorting process. 

Once one does spot the signs of rot, the distinguishing indicators are unmistakable: there is a visceral feeling that one is in the presence of an opened-up life-field, its chaotic forces able to house forms of life hostile to one’s own.

Sorting is psychologically taxing. The act of focusing and categorizing takes an enormous amount of energy as it continues on, using up lots of glucose for one thing, making one dazed and slightly emotionally frayed at the end of the day. Combine these effects with the downcast view that one’s efforts aren’t leading to a satisfying product, and so group coherence temporarily breaks down, until the work is over, and relieved, everyone comes together over sighs and beers under the darkening sky.