It is worth remembering - and even reminding myself - that so much of this ideology and analysis is so self serving in the sense that I'm me and all of this is coming from me, and this is what I've got.
There are harmonies and parallels to what others are and have and want. Which is how collective ideologies and understandings eventually form. But again this is what is, which is in me. I live. And I'll die. So it goes.
